Hey Matt, you've been on my mind and today I thought of you more. Seen your photo pop up onto my Facebook memories. You and Ross were in this photo with me. As your crazy usual self, you were behind me with that big beautiful smile of yours. :) Oh, how I really miss you. I miss your presence, your voice, your craziness, you showing me something you've painted, our morning chats over coffee, your dirty clothes in the bathtub (hehehe)... Yah, I really do miss you.
Lydia has been wanting to visit and come over. I would chat with Olivia but I'm not ready yet. I do see your little girls here at Junior School. I say and wave "Hi" to Lydia lot. She's happy and says, "Hi Gramma Dolly". I'm so happy she knows who I am and acknowledges me. I see Justine ALL the time. I walk by her classroom and whisper "Justine" and she comes running to me right away. She always gives me a hug. As promised, I will take care of your 3 children. That day when I found you in the bedroom, I laid beside your lifeless body, cried and told you - "I'm going to make a promise to you, I will take care of your babies". I will try my best, son.
I miss and love you so much,
Love, Mom
