Lydia Sunrise came into my office wearing all pink. She came with her class for questionnaire - Her question to me was, "How many pets do you have?". I answered back "0" then she smiled. I asked her, "How many pets do you have?", she said "5 fish and one named is Pink"
When she left the room she said to me, "See you Gramma Dolly".... awww made my day. <3
December 2, 2022 at 8:55 a.m is when I got the call from the Toxicologist regarding Matthewba's death.
Just as I knew, it was drug overdose. I call it poison/murder.
His Fentanyl level was 13 as 4th level is considered lethal. There was Cocaine and Methadone mixed in as well. I assume this took his life very fast and quick as there was no struggle. I found him in his bedroom kneeled (fetal position) against the wall underneath the window. Fist thing I saw was his feet. His feet was black as night and my first thought, "why is he passed out and why is his feel black? I said *Geez, he must of lost his shoes somewhere and they're black from the mud*. I cried out "Wake up, Matt...wake up!"...
Little did I know he was already gone.
I miss you Matt.
Everyday is a bit of struggle to keep a smile on my face and act like everything is OK. It's not, I'm still hurting and grieving. I do take comfort knowing that you're happy in Heaven. You are taken good care of up there. And I'm happy there are no killer drugs up there.
Today is mom & dads 57th wedding anniversary. Best man - David Fox Maid of Honour - Jeanette Assiniwe. Simple wedding was held at mishos Rabbit Island.
This summer has me thinking of new artistic designs. Odawa florals has been on my mind for a while now, and I think it's time for me to start designing and painting. My inspirations come from of course, my Ancestral heritage; Woodland style- Odawa and ribbon skirts. I'm getting excited.
Well, it took me 10 months to bead these beaded fringed earrings. All in total there are 100 pairs and each and every one is different. I'm preparing for my vending booth for the pow-wows this summer. I may keep going.
I always get excited when I see eagles. This handsome fella was sitting in a tree by the Manitoulin East Municipal Airport (CYEM). Below was an animal carcass in which he was patiently waiting to pick at. Waters are not open yet as fish is their favorite food to eat. Soon, though, soon.
Lately, I've been, I've been losing sleep Dreaming about the things that we could be But baby, I've been, I've been praying hard Said no more counting dollars We'll be counting stars Yeah, we'll be counting stars
I see this life, like a swinging vine Swing my heart across the line And in my face is flashing signs Seek it out and ye shall find
Old, but I'm not that old Young, but I'm not that bold And I don't think the world is sold On just doing what we're told
I feel something so right Doing the wrong thing And I feel something so wrong Doing the right thing I couldn't lie, couldn't lie, couldn't lie Everything that kills me makes me feel alive 💓
Lately, I've been, I've been losing sleep Dreaming about the things that we could be But baby, I've been, I've been praying hard Said no more counting dollars We'll be counting stars
Lately, I've been, I've been losing sleep Dreaming about the things we could be But baby, I've been, I've been praying hard Said no more counting dollars We'll be, we'll be counting stars Yeah
I feel your love and I feel it burn Down this river, every turn Hope is our four-letter word Make that money, watch it burn
Old, but I'm not that old Young, but I'm not that bold And I don't think the world is sold On just doing what we're told
And I feel something so wrong Doing the right thing I couldn't lie, couldn't lie, couldn't lie Everything that drowns me makes me wanna fly 💓
Lately, I've been, I've been losing sleep Dreaming about the things that we could be But baby, I've been, I've been praying hard Said no more counting dollars We'll be counting stars
Lately, I've been, I've been losing sleep Dreaming about the things that we could be But baby, I've been, I've been praying hard Said no more counting dollars We'll be, we'll be counting stars
Oh, take that money, watch it burn Sink in the river the lessons I've learned Take that money, watch it burn Sink in the river the lessons I've learned Take that money, watch it burn Sink in the river the lessons I've learned Take that money, watch it burn Sink in the river the lessons I've learned Everything that kills me Makes me feel alive
Lately, I've been, I've been losing sleep Dreaming about the things that we could be But baby, I've been, I've been praying hard Said no more counting dollars We'll be counting stars
Lately, I've been, I've been losing sleep Dreaming about the things that we could be But baby, I've been, I've been praying hard Said no more counting dollars We'll be, we'll be counting stars
Take that money, watch it burn Sink in the river the lessons I've learned Take that money, watch it burn Sink in the river the lessons I've learned Take that money, watch it burn Sink in the river the lessons I've learned Take that money, watch it burn Sink in the river the lessons I've learned
"Everything that kills me makes me feel alive" 💓
"Everything that drowns me makes me wanna fly" 💓
How I felt after my heart attack January 2020 and Covid-19 December 2021
